What would u do.. pregnant?

So There's a strong possibility I'm pregnant.. anyways its by a guy I have had an off and on relationship for a year with... I love him but he doesn't love me.. we have been talking about what to do ima senior and he just graduatued and is going to texas to play football for college... he wants abortion and I.refuse emotional I can't handle that and I just am.against it in a particular case like this.. since it is our faults for being irresponsible.. so I suggested adoption he said no bc he doesn't want anyone else raising his kid... which leaves one option and It's me keeping it.. he said it would be messed up for me to keep ot bc he couldn't help.raise it bc he will be in.college. I think He's being dramatic but idk... I'm keeping the baby so idk how to put it to him??